5 days until I move to New York, 7 until orientation and 12 before classes start. I have had very little anxiety over the move. Aside from an epic attempt to ship the majority of my belongings across country via FedEx, I've felt calm and ready. When I was touring FCI one of the admissions directors asked me if I had any concerns. I was curious about the experience levels of the rest of the students, as I have absolutely no formal training, or work experience. He assured me, there is a great variance and not to worry too much, my inexperience should serve me well since I don't have any preconceived notions. He then told me, it makes sense you have concerns, if you weren't nervous that would be more concerning!
Well, to be honest, I'm not nervous. I'm not worried about my abilities, I'm sure I can handle it. I'm not worried about living in New York, I love it there. I think my primary concern is getting everything there safe and unbroken! Maybe this will change, but of late I've had little concern regarding major life changes in general, FCI, NYU. Strange? Perhaps. BUT what I lack in nerves, I make up for in excitement! I love change, crave it almost. A new city, a new school, new opportunities, new people to meet, whats not incredible about that? I can't wait to see where this takes me! So much can change in 6 months, I wouldn't have it any other way, and am thrilled to find out where I'll be in 6 months!
So until classes start, I probably won't be posting much...
Until then~
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